Oh how long it's been. I don't even remember writing the previous blog. Time has seem to flown by or has it really? I wish I could tell you that two years later my life has come full circle. The pain and distress I felt without you has seem to die away. Now, in a new relationship, I am in even bigger anguish than before.
I am stuck in life right now. The car is neutral and I keep stepping on the gas pedal, only revving on the engine and going nowhere. Why is it?
I am torn on what my true feelings are. I don't know how to continue...maybe another day I shall write more.
